The 6th post: My bucket list

Hello everyone! I'm writting this post very late... sorry for that, I really wanted to do it before but I was very bussy the last days finishing my semester, so this blog's topic is about a bucket list.

First of all I had to research about what is a bucket list. If I understood well, a bucket list is a list of thing that I have to do before I die to feel my life complete. I never thought about this things because I believe that If I focus my life to do specific things I don't enjoy the moment because spontaneous things are more sweets than to completed plans.

I think that a long travel alone around the world, I don't have any preference about the place that I want to visit, I want to see the world with my eyes and make a conclusion by myself. I would like to know other's pain, problems, dreams and beliefs to share experiences with them, I really want to learn more about feelings because I don't know how to express them properly. Other thing that I would like to do is to be closer with my family and build a family, the last thing is very important to me because I made a lot of mistakes and I don't want that somebody repeat them and the only solution is teach to the next generation about them.

At this point I have to say that I don't do anything of my bucket list, buy I'm not worried about that, I don't feel that my dreams are consuming me.

I forgot a dream very important... I would like to build a kenjutsu dojo someday, but first I have to train again and end my studies, but as I said before, I'm not hurry.

Past and present: Two words that start with the same letter, "P" of problems.

The past and the future are things that I don't understand well... I don't know if they really exist like a summer love, but if they really exist it could be very interesting.

Between the past or future, I can't decide yet. If I imagine the future, it would be like a world covered in pollution. You're alone without your dear friends or family, all those you love are probably dead. But If I think in the past, do something is risky for your own existence, if you make a mistake it's probable that you will never born again. The future could be very sad, and the past is very dangerous. And... talking by myself, I don't want to know anything about my future, I don't want to be spoiled by me. And about the past of my life, I don't want to repair my mistakes because they made me as I am. In conclusion, I think that I prefer to travel to a past, not so far in time (While I was living).

If I travel to the past I put a mask in my face to search my younger version (I don't recognize myself with my own voice, when I hear a video of me, I usually say "That's my voice!! No way!"). I would like to have a duel with him (Simón of 16 years old) because I was very strong at that age and I was very skillful with the sword. I want to know if I have a progression or a regression in my body stamina, after that I go back to my home in the present.

If I had to change a period of history probably I would like to save the Selknam's tribe in the south of Chile, they were called cannibals and were killed by hunters, and abandoned by the church only as they were invaded because that lands were part of tribe's way when they hunt their food and that was very unfair.

Faculty subjects problems that I want to improve

 Well, Today is a beautiful day because with this post I become a real hater. It's time to unchain the hate saved in my heart.

First of all I want to tell you about my curriculum study. All of my subjects are anual, that means if I fail a course I only can repeat this in the next year. That's very stressing because our career is long (6 years to be a dentist) and nobody wants to fail a subject. In other careers they can repeat the subject in the next semester for example. Other thing is our materials because are very expensive and with our short time we can't find a job to pay them.

About our workload, I can't say much because I don't know about preclinical and clinical subject yet. I can't make an opinion because I don't have the experience. But if I refeer about a subject of the first year, I can say that they aren't impossible to complete but are badly organised, for example "Anatomy of head and neck" you can't make sense about the organization, it's a subject with tons of topics without any logical secuence, one day you are studying about the head bones and the next day you are studying about morphogens in a embryo.

Our faculty infraestructure is very poor in laboratory, for example, the window is broken since many years ago, in fact I cut a photo of a professor and cover the hole with his face looking outside. But if think about our technology I feel proud that we have a freezer that need to be repaired since 6 months before (Not notice the cynism).

I didn't say anything productive to improve anything but thanks to read my feelings <3